I want to cry.
It's 3.24 in the morning, and I don't know what the hell am I doing now.
I don't know what the hell have I been doing all this time, and for what.
I don't know what the hell should I be doing in the future.
So many things wrong.
So many tasks unfinished.
So many promises unfulfilled.
So many bonds broken.
And all this
For what?
God help me through this crisis.